My mind is on a bit of a time delay.  Things will happen in my life that I’m conscious of, but I won’t really understand for another three to six months.  I’m not talking about complex concepts or ideas;  it’s usually more natural, like feelings and emotions.  Right now I don’t really know how I feel, but I’m finally starting to understand how I have felt for the past six or so months.

For the last six months I’ve been… confused, discontent and apathetic.

Here are some thoughts I’ve had:

• I struggled with the concept of Church that I’ve been presented with.
• Sometimes I feel that music gets in the way of worship.
• I think Christian culture is teaching an incomplete and unhealthy view of worship that centers around music.

I suppose I’ll elaborate on each of these thoughts, but not tonight.